One thing

What's one thing that you don't care to have lots of people know about you?

I was going to say that I don't like to share my emotions. Even when something super happy or super sad happens I try to keep my feelings from showing. Keep them from showing in the usual way that is. I'll display them cryptically in a way that I might think is obvious but most other people do not catch on to. But this didn't answer my question really how I meant it.

One fact that I don't share with very many people is that I live in my head a lot. If life was like the daydreams I can dream up it would be quite amazing. Which is why sometimes I get upset at life because it is not often super amazing. It's often dull and mundane and can be downright ornery at times. And sometimes I get a little bit mad at people because of the same thing.
I also have trouble just living in the moment. One of my friends made the comment that extroverted people are generally happier then introverted people. Well yes I do believe this is correct from the extroverted side of it. And even I consent that it's somewhat true. Because people who are extroverted and even a lot of introverts live in the moment and have grand times. My head usually skips to the next moment. I wonder what is going to happen and whether it will be fun. The moments are whispering by unnoticed by me and I could be having fun but I keep thinking about the next one and what will happen with it. On the other side of it tho, sad is happy for deep people. I don't know how to explain that one but I know what it means to me.


What is one thing about you that you don't really care to have people know?

Did writing this and sending it out to the world actually help me in any way? I don't know. Now y'all know a bit more about me and why I act the way I do. And that is actually kinda freaky. Very freaky.

Be careful.